she stays so tired thinking if she made it right.. loving you, i know it's a big mistake but love conquers all and it sacrifices. why can't you understand? I'm taking a risk and it's hard. you don't know me so well and you want to be officially on?? especially when your not thinking i was in the middle between you and her. if it is not her then it will go fine but then it is :( at first i thought we would just go along friends forever but the weather's changed..
& today you always talk about her. your past past past... don't you think it was easy? NO! please give me another 3 months or more other months to go. when things will be settled. sometimes when I'm on in a silent mode i keep thinking what would be the reason or what will happen soon? when we would be officially you + me = together .. sad when you know, you yourself that it's wrong but you keep on doing it. It makes me feel twicer that IT SUCKS.. because you feel right in choosing me and i feel wrong in choosing you. but there is a reason behind it. you feel pissed when i will talk about reality. you shouldn't because I'm the one who is in the danger zone not you. so puhleaase help me naman. it get's harder everyday when churvalu is one of the family. don't be so cruel.
it's hard when I'm with your friends and churvalu is known after me and it's also because her friend saw me with you. I don't wanna be the bad person in my situation. fix me.. if you'd like to be with her again that's a no no problem. you can be with her. it will be fine.
